hey hey .. wassup losers =] .. well; i've abandoned my blog for about
two months now, well i little longer, but its all good =] .. ahash ..
ITS CHRISTMAS SOON .! nd then NEW YEARS
.. ahash .. well .. i still gotta get, the rest of louis' present,
pauleen's, wendy's .. nd yeah =] .. ahhas .. nd i may even get some
stuff for me, myself nd i .. mwuahahhas .. rofls .. anywayys .. well
has everyone planned what their doing on christmas day .? cos i have
planned half of mine already =]] .. ahhas .. wanna know .? well too bad
.. cos im not gonna tel yu .. =D .. i've got nothign to say .. well ..
i knwo i have'nt been onlien for about two months as well .. nd i may
go off like that agen .. ahahs .. buh dw. . ill catch up with
whoever didnt talk to me in those two months .. ahash .. peopel
said i disappeared off the face of the earth .. like as if .! cant get
rid of me, joanne, that easily. . ahash .. anywayys .. im off .. cyahh
..
xOx _ jOanne
Posted @ 04:08 pm by __gHeybO
as a child .. yu never had to worry abt a thing .. nothing was in yur way, nothing culd get yu down .. yu never had .. actual " problems " .. nothing that culd hurt yu emotionally, nd tear yu up inside .. yur life was simply simple .. everything in yur eyes was simplicity .. buh then as yu get older, yu learn that life isnt as simple as yu thort, its way more complikated, yu not only hafta worry abt yurself, buh otheres around yu .. yu learn to love, care nd cherishh .. culd it be that life is actually simple, as simple as we thort as kids .. buh its jst us nd our life experiences, the way we think that makes it hard, that makes it complikated .? that may jst be it .. buh then agen .. the people around us, ourselves, is our life .. trynna work it out is complikated alredy ..
as we are in our teens, this is a part of yur life time which is hard .. cos this is the time nd part in which yu learn things .. yu may experience yur first love, heartbreak nd etc during these years .. as the first love, that someone, that special someone that no matter how many others came/come along, they'll never get replaced .. yu may have thort that yu've been in love before, buh once yu found that person yu love the most, yu'll find out for yurself, that this is the one .. the others weren't .. throughout the relationship, there may be hard times, really hard times .. that contain tears nd alot of pain .. yu styl live through it .. in the end, yur styl together, styl loving each other. . this is because, yur love is stronger tha anithing that can come in between yu .. nd it only makes wah yu have stronger .. yu may experience alot of these, yu may wonder why .. they may be loads of different reasons .. buh its all normal .. maybe yur styl gettin use to each other ..
as for heartbreak, yur first heartbreak .. teaches yu lots of things .. nd makes yurself hold back from others alot of the time .. but, i hav'nt experienced this before, so i wouldnt really knwo the feeling .. but to just think about it .. to lose the one yu love, the one person that yu love the most in yur life, nd meant the most to yu .. is jst too painful .. to count those tears wuld be like standing in the rain .. to count those endless nights, sitting in the dark, crying yur eyes out, wishing yu had another chance .. wishing wahevah the reason was, was never there .. blaming yurself, nd maybe even putting yurself in denial ..nd cos its yur first, mo one culd replace them, nor take their spot in yur heart, not properly aniways ..
out teenage years are hard, buh it teaches yu heaps, after this it'll all be living thru, nd using wah yu've learnt .. then yu come old, old nd wrinkly .. buh thats okay, cos those years, are also simple ones .. buh wuldnt yu rather life beeing simple the whole way thru .. i knwo everything happens for a reason, yu its up to yu to figure out that reason, buh are some even necessary .?
xOx _ jOanne
Posted @ 10:00 pm by __gHeybO
